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Freedom.

by Old-Nick ^Pro @ 2009-07-07 – 09:18:36

I made a few discoveries over Sunday/Monday.

I discovered that someone that I cared about a hell of a lot, never actually got to know me at all.

They believed that I had done something malicious and nasty and as a result had been avoiding me.

If they actually knew anything about me or about how much I cared about them they would have known that it was not me.

I got so very angry with them for believing something so wrong that the anger burnt away all the concern I had been feeling, all the affection, all the friendship. If they could be that wrong about me, they didn't deserve to have me as a friend, or anything else.

So I am free of all that shit.

Mind you, the person that did the malicious nasty deed is probably on this blogsite.

And if I find out who you are and why you are trying to mess up aspects of my private life, I swear I will make your own life very "interesting"
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- kendersrule ^Pro
- 2009-07-07 @ 09:21:54
Hugs x
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- Chyna_Doll
- 2009-07-07 @ 09:32:19
x
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- louisa-outram ^Pro
- 2009-07-07 @ 09:35:53
Some people have nothing better to do than push their nose into other peoples business.

I can't believe anyone would think of you as malicious! Its just not you!

Hope you're ok xx
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- Miss-Anthropy
- 2009-07-07 @ 09:47:47
I dunno what to say...Have a hug x
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 10:00:50
  Thanks.
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- Rosiebud
- 2009-07-07 @ 09:48:45
So sorry that you were let down so badly.

The best thing to come out it is possibly that you now know what happened and why the person you cared for has avoided you.

The maliciousness of others is frequently astonishing to me, grrr! Want me to bite their ankles for you?

XXX
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 10:00:20
  That is a kind offer.
  
  But things do have a tendancy to work themselves out. Whoever did this will get what they deserve in the end.
  - - Rosiebud
    - 2009-07-07 @ 10:08:44
    I agree they will, karma, three fold law or just the law of return will sort it out.
    Very wise Nick.
    
    XXX
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- deleted user (Visitor)
- 2009-07-07 @ 10:12:24
omg you malicious? You're a teddy bear!! Grr said 'friend' needs a kick up the jacksy and other malicious person needs to be given a lesson in public humiliation! xx
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- xmillyxxx ^Pro
- 2009-07-07 @ 10:41:36
I hope the feckers get swine flu! That is all..

Hug x
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- rubychoo
- 2009-07-07 @ 11:00:29
Know that feeling... I hate it when people are willing to think the worst of you for no good reason, it's very hurtful...

I agree, fuck 'em ...

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- - Juzzzy
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  - 2009-07-07 @ 13:00:15
  Indeed.
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- malakeas ^Pro
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- 2009-07-07 @ 11:34:38
Hun, you could never do anything malicious or nasty. That must have been incredibly hurtful and upsetting to realize what the other person thought about you. Hugs and kisses
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 11:40:30
  It was, especially as I only ever wanted the best for them.
  
  Still....fuck 'em.
  - - malakeas ^Pro
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    - 2009-07-07 @ 11:41:23
    Absolutely! They don't deserve you as a friend. Hugs and kisses
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- LandersUK
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- 2009-07-07 @ 11:43:12
x
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- rowtheboat
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- 2009-07-07 @ 11:46:12
How horrible, medear.

Moving on, eh?

xx
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 11:47:53
  yeah I suppose. It's about bloody time.
  
  But to where?
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- scoobydoofus ^Pro
- 2009-07-07 @ 11:47:32
Oh dear!

Maybe if you were more open about what the malicious thing was, the person would have to own up because other people would know it was them.

Not that I'm desperate to know details or anything..

Seriously though, some people aren't worth the effort.
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 11:49:46
  This person was worth the effort.
  
  Well, I thought they were.
  
  The details...oh just malicious email sending, telling tales...such class.
  - - scoobydoofus ^Pro
    - 2009-07-07 @ 12:01:07
    BOL, yeah well, in some circumstances...
    
    Although the malice wasn't on my side in that situation!
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- Jenniebaby
- 2009-07-07 @ 11:50:32
That is not nice
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- sweetymon
- 2009-07-07 @ 12:13:19
It's horrible when people believe nasty rumours instead of knowing what their friends are truly like xx
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 12:20:52
  no rumour - somebody sent a nasty email and she thought it had to be me.
  
  Which proves she is an idiot.
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- rithompson
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- 2009-07-07 @ 12:24:57
Whoever this person is, quite obviously has very little to do in their own life so insists on wrecking yours.
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- subville
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- 2009-07-07 @ 12:31:03
Gawd. It's good to get to the bottom of these things, but ... ouch

You ... malicious! Yeah right!

Hugs x
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- lyndlj
- 2009-07-07 @ 13:46:12
Talk about hidden blessings, this person will reap what they have sown hun, but in a way they have done you a favour.

Perhaps now the monkeys will find someone elses shoulder to peer over?

What I dont understand though, is why they never asked you?
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-07 @ 13:49:28
  Me neither.
  
  Still, all a bit accademic now innit.
  - - lyndlj
    - 2009-07-07 @ 13:52:30
    It is, but, considering all the things that were said you know about honesty and being friends etc, you would have thought they would have said something.
    
    I would have done, but I guess I am strange that way?
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- - QueeneMab
  - 2009-07-07 @ 19:08:13
  I think Lynda has hit the nail on the head here if they thought it was the case why didn't they ask you.
  
  Unfortunately though, blogland is like anywhere else and some people can be nasty and malicious as we know.
  
  XX
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- AmethystLady ^Pro
- 2009-07-07 @ 14:55:18
Oh er Nick, big hug to you xxx
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- Miza-T
- 2009-07-07 @ 22:41:48
Hey puppy,do you wanna a hug?

some people are just stupid full stop

xx
- - Old-Nick ^Pro
  - 2009-07-08 @ 00:19:52
  A hug from you is always welcome.
  
  Even if you are only stealing my ciggies from my pocket as you do it.
  
  xx
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